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05-05-13
1:43 PM
Home.
Stressed & Unmotivated. Not a good combo!
Sunny.
COLD inside. Looks gorgeous outside but I won't be going out today D:
Nothing but I have water on my desk.
Jolly Rancher Gummies? Don't know what they're called.
Beautiful Escape - Aj Rafael
This!
Music! This Song <3
No One!


January 20th 2013? shoot its not 2012 anymore
1:30
AT my bootiful house lol
pretty hungry actually
Photobucket its too cold outside for angels to fly
COLD brrrrr
I want pizza hahah
and maybe some soda
you don't want to know lol
this right here.
that's my secret. shh <3
no one. >.<

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♥ Posted By:this asian chick amber♥ 0 love notesMay05,2013
i want a beautiful escape.

I’m Alive. My life has just been hectic. A few more weeks of school until finals. I CAN do this. Not. Can I have my beautiful escape now? Can Sean O’donnell be the one that takes me away? I haven’t updated because I haven’t even been on my computer the way I use to. WebDesign? umm I wish. I’ve been unmotivated and lacked creativity while being away.

Through my school work I’ve become more depressed. Why can’t I be smarter? There are people in my classes that without studying can pass every test in a heartbeat. Me? I work my butt off for a mere B-. Life isn’t fair and I know it isn’t possible to make it that way but it makes me feel like I’m not getting anywhere in this world.

I love to rant. And my rants are always depressing. I never have it my way in my life. I’ve NEVER had good luck. I’ve dealt with too many rejections. Academically. I feel like  a failure. Oh and did I mention that I’m always sounding cocky. I say I’m joking afterwards and when most people say they’re joking they aren’t but mine are sincere. I want to be photogenic. But I’m not. I want to be fashionable but I’m not.

I also go shopping a lot. But I never find anything that I truly like. I don’t wear dresses but after seeing so many girls wear them to school when the weather gets warm, I want to too. Yet when I go shopping for them, I can’t find anything that looks good on me. D: I have a ton of clothes that I use to like but my style has completely evolved. I HATE HATE HATE wearing plain t-shirts. I love cardigans! I’ve always loved tanks. I HATE SNEAKERS. I want Vans. I want lacy American Rag Combat boots. I need new flats. I want nice summer dresses. I want to be photogenic and beautiful. I want Sean O’donnell. (Usually I get over my obssessions like Ryan Higa, and Joe Jonas, and Zac Efron, but this guy is AMAZING! He replied to my tumblr message <3 333.





♥ Posted By:this asian chick amber♥ 0 love notesMar17,2013
Lack of Motivation

I’m stuck in my own little wonderland. I lack the motivation to do anything. (By anything I mean NOTHING at all! I’m not motivated to study for school but still pray for those grades. I’m too lazy to update my site but I expect tons of views. AND I don’t want to write scholarship essays but I expect a full ride. AND AS YOU CAN SEE I HAVEN’T DESIGNED FOR MONTHS.)  Every weekend I would get up, then spend an hour in bed with my phone scrolling through bakery story and social networking sites. I swear bakery story is way too addicting and taking up too many minutes of  my day. I honestly have no idea what has gotten into me.

I have a cold every other week. I’m always super sleepy. I don’t want to do school work. I just want to drive. I just want to shop. (Yet I never have any clothes in my closet.) And I just want to stalk Sean O’donnell. Oh DAMN he is flawless looking. And talented too. Oh and don’t forget my motivation to watch movies. Last last weekend I watched “The Dictator” (fabulous) and “That’s My Boy” (Alright), Last weekend I watched “Identity Thief” (A bit better than Alright) and Friday Night I watched “21 Jump Street” (That was the shit). Someone recommend me some comedies.

Spring Break Where Are You?

 





♥ Posted By:that asian katelyn♥ 0 love notesMar02,2013
underneath a smile reality strikes…

I don’t even know how to title this post. I’m still alive even though I don’t like it. Nope to lame. Rant. Naw. I gotta finish my homework by Monday or my teachers will kill me. Maybe.Or I’m stick to something simple like Good Morning or hi. Whatever it is that I name this update I like to say hi. I had no time in these past two months to do anything but school work. I really have no life not only because I just have no where to go but the fact I’m slowly fading away. The friends I used to be so close with are just people that I see everyday, the conservations turn into work and the smiles turn to frowns. Still 4 more months until school  but my heart and soul are in the summer rain already. I’m tired of the bipolar weather making me sick and the arrogant people that I have to meet. I’m just tired. I wish I could live in a magic world where everything is perfect… I know I sound like a unfaithful bitch but at least I live my life in reality unlike many other people who fake it.I know no one will ever read this but I feel like this is my little space that I would share how I feel at a  general level.

LA LA LA. I don’t care anymore.. hahha So I’m done with this crap everyone is so fake there is really no hope in society anymore. When its 30 Degrees out you shouldn’t be wearing shorts and uggs and say its cold. gosh seriously or when its 20 degrees out unless your Edward Cullen you shouldn’t be wearing just a hoodie like don’t you guys watch the news? I guess not. I don’t know about society anymore. These are the people who will be the future leaders in the world? Umm I might as well move to Mars now before its too late. hahah. I’m a teenager but to be honest I do not think that all teens are like this but majority of them are.  I mean they have to think before they do something. But then again it could be just me and I don’t know. People like Justin Bieber and Miley Cyrus everyones once to be idols now what? Smoking, Drinking, seriously? Maybe stardom got to far into their heads because this would not have happened if they weren’t. Don’t feel like I’m picking on them because they are not the only ones, Lindsey Lohan , Amanda Bynes,  Demi Lovato, Chris Brown etc. You know that I mean, all those tattoos everywhere like One Direction. That does not help. Just because you have tattoos won’t get you anything but a closer chance to HIVs. Sorry I had to say it hate all you want but you know its true.

Okay that’s all my rant is back to homework now teehee.





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