It’s been so long since we are visited, how are you guys. I hope you guys the best. Recently I’m not going to lie, I haven’t been feeling the best, the stress from class to class is real. The struggle of having to money in my pockets and have grades that aren’t impress myself is not what I pictured college life to be. In movies we see the protagonist parties everyday of his/her life but in reality I am studying everyday of my life to make sure I’m not failing. In the movies the characters have so much time and money to spend on everything ranging from fancy cars to drugs. But of course there is very little drug and alcohol are actually used in colleges, in fact only about 3% of college students are sexually active and consume alcohol. Are you shocked. I was.
But actually majority of these students are here to learn and to be honest as well as that sound, learning is way different then passing. In my university only about 7% of the science majors which am will make it to graduation as a science major. That sound splendid right? I mean that makes me feel so great right. No only will I have no time do anything. But to actually even make it as a science major I will have to work my butt off. EVEN though I suck in calculus, chemistry, biology, lab, English, history, I have no talent. What am I going to do.
Recently I took my first Chemistry exam and I’m dying t know my results, even though I think I have a chance that I failed because I clearly did not know what I was doing even though I did study. I must have not been studying the right material. The only bright thing is that I now know how to study for the future exams and if I did that bad one exam would be dropped, even though I want the last exam to be dropped I guess not. Now I would have to work even harder to understand everything to make sure I pass. HELP ME? idk
Sorry for the depressing update I just hope everything goes well. Best wishes to you and I hope you wish the best for me too. You know because that’s the right thing to do. Thanks.