Hey. Its such a shame to say I’m starting school next week, because there is so much I have to do before summer ends on Sunday. I’m really not ready for the pressure of fitting in and passing classes. I just wish I could have another month off, though I know if it was up to me I would never go back. I’m just not ready because to be honest my high school never prepared me for college and I’m struggling to face reality of the world. I mean I hate the fact that schools don’t teach us how to pay bills and help us decide our career choices because now we are forced to learn the hard way. Many of us realized that the dreams we hoped for aren’t what we expected and thus are forced choice another career choice. This, to me is a waste, I spend hours taking quizzes figure out which career option is right for me but of the options they supply I feel that none of them suit me. Which makes me depressed because I’m still unsure which career choice is right for me.
Other than that I feel that I’m not financially ready for college since I still can’t get a job, since no one wants to hire a girl that is inexperienced like seriously. I have a history of web-designing hahha, if anyone wants to hire me for that which I doubt. Sigh unemployed and broke. Life at its greatest right SIKE!.
Well that’ s all for this entry wish me the best. love yall. xx